Why -

Where am I? This place is so spacious. So bright. So beautiful. I know this place. But where is it? And look at these people. They're smiling each other. They wear nice dresses. Their faces are so nice. It's so crowded here. I know these faces. But I don't know them. Who are they? Where am I?

In this wonderful place, where there are so many people with smiling nicely faces, shouldn't I feel happy? With those nice people shouldn't I feel great? But why now it hurts? How can I be like this? I know their faces, but I don't know them. I know this place, but i still wondering where i am. Why does it happen? What should i do? They are nice. They are my friends. But why do i feel like a stranger here? They are looking at me. But why i feel noone is attending me? This place is wonderful. I live in this place this time left. But why do i feel that i don't belong here? Why I feel so lonely in this crowded place?

Why? Why? Why?

It's cold now here. Just leave me alone if it already happen. With nobody around me. With a normal place. Make me fill save and comfort in my loneliness. I'll be just fine. It only needs times. And I'll be just fine.

Why I said this? Nobody would care neither...

I really want to disapear for a while. I'm disapear. I'm invisible ...