My Story About 'My You'

written: wednesday, 10 november 2010

First time i saw you, i never thought it would be like this now. Although we were in the same class, we almost never talked each other. 'till you fell in love to my buddy. It was when i was in broken heart. Your friend almost made me die in tears. But finally i could stand up and became stronger. You started to talk much to me. You were so loyal to my buddy. And i was so envy about that. But, unfortunately she didn't do the same way as yours.

Two of us felt so dissapointed to her. I started to feel that she wasn't my true buddy, and you felt you were stubbed from behind by her. That's the first time you started to look at me differently. We were getting closer till my brother finally went uptown to get his education. I get teary in my cheek. Then you promised me that you would be my brother as he was so far away from me. Honestly, you made me felt better. I could erase my tears.

We were getting closer and closer. I never thought you would do that. You thought my favourite colour was black. Since that, you would always wore black if you want to see me. And almost everything that you have just bought was black. Your motorbike, bag ...
You were right. I love black. But i don't always love black. If you know, i love when you wear white the most :)

And it was the first time i told you that i wanted to wear veil. You said no. But i didn't care. I kept my will thightly. Hhhh.... Nobody ever guess that would be the start of all the things you get now.

That was the big step of my life, and also yours. We were getting closer. I told you so many times to pray when the time was comming. It didn't work.

One day i told that i have joint rohis. It was so fun and useful. You started to think so, and finally you also joint that activitiy in your school. That was the greatest point of yours. And it has changed everything. For you, and for me ...
Now you will look at girls with veil better than girls without veil. But i think that's not including me. Not anymore ...
Don't you know you are so shiny and sweet? Many butterflies will come to make you as their. But i'm now not one of those butterflies...

I never thought you would be like now on. I'm so happy about that. I swear. But i can't see you who always wore black for me. I can't see you who always makes me feel save and throws away my loneliness. My heart is smiling but with much tears wich makes it wet. It's also crying because it feels lose. It loses the preciouse one who always makes it precious. If i could, i really want to sream and say how much i miss my you. But i can do nothing to make my you come back. Even now i can't get my tears. But my heart is dying. Can i see my you again? At least to say good bye if my you wants to leave me forever. I hate to be left. I hate to be alone. So please at least let me say good bye...