I had a dream. At least I really wish that was only dream. You stood over there, was looking at me scarily and was smiling like an evil smile. I stood over here, only looked at you and was knowing nothing. There was my family around me. My parents, brother and sister. My brother stood on my right side. He held my arm without looked at me. He was looking at you. At his right side was my mother. My sister stood in my left side. As usual, she smiled to me since we only had a few times to meet. At her left side was my father. I was wondering what happened. My brother's face looked so serious. And after i looked right into you, you were already right in front of my nose. You were smiling. But i was frightened to see your smile. Suddenly there was a storm. You got me and my family into it while you flied above the storm. I closed my eyes and screamed ...
It took so long when i opened my eyes and realized that the storm was over. I saw my family. They were fine. But my mother was angry of having her children suffered by the storm that you had made. My brother still held on my arm tightly. His face looked so mad but he tried to keep it. And I felt so lucky to see my father seemed to know nothing about the storm. And my sister, she got into tears. She yelled of me to know you. I was crying. This was the first time i saw her tears. And it ran down her face because of me. I who had been knowing you. I sreamed and cried ...
I really hate that case. I really wish that it was only my nightmare. But you don't ...
I've let things going how they suppose to be by skipping that case. Though it's not easy at all, i made it. But it seems that you throw away all of my efforts to erase that incident of my memory. You can't let things going fun. Actually i can do that. But you don't! That makes me cannot do that either!
Please...
I wanna make it gone. Don't show the flashback with your eyes. I don't wanna see that. Please...
That would be better for us all. Just say that the storm does never happen. And get your eyes do the same!
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