December

When i wake up in the morning, i open the window in my chamber. The sky is cloudy. Drizzle comes to fall. The sound of it is a peace. The air is so fresh. I close my eyes for a while, take a deep breathe. This is a new day that i want to start with smile and pray.
It's December ...

My mind goes back to the time when i met you. It was a hard rain with tunders dancing in the sky. I got scared. You were smiling to me gently and said that everything's gonna be fine. You took my hand, held it tightly and made me felt save. The days when this feeling started to grow. The days when i have your smile in my every breathe. The days when i gave you sunshine to grow, to see, to make it as yours.
"It's December ..."

This is the place where I spend most of my time sharing and have fun with those wonderful people. This time we have no worry, no duty. We are free. We can get so much happiness these days. Joking, playing, watching, singing, laughing all the day. Noone will break our day. In this place, where we have a lot of memory to be remembered about this time being.
It's December ...

The day is getting dark. It is so silent when the other side of this world has a huge party. I just stay here under the bright sky, looking at the stars. This time, I'm alone. Noone is around me. Only the stars. I have lost your smile. But it's alright. At least you still keep my sunshine. It's enough to make me feel precious. Though a part of my heart has gone, I try to make it okay. This night, when i finally can say i can let you go, it's the end of this day and I'm going to face a new day. I'm gonna be okay. I pray to God to keep the sunshine in you, so you won't get cold or lost. I pray to God to keep me in the right way to find my own sunshine that I will keep forever.

It's a beautiful and meaningful times in the end of the year.

It's December...